A Useless Soul Living Among Us

Have you ever felt like this … A useless soul living in this world sucking the air from other people who are struggling to have it? Well, that’s exactly my feeling these days!

Not having a job, not even a part time job can make you feel like that. Sleeping, eating, going out, doing nothing useful at all, all the time can be really frustrating. My mind is about to stop functioning!

Some of you will say, why don’t you start a project or a business! Yes I thought about that, but business needs alot of money, a big budget, and you have to have a backup plan (job) which I don’t. So scratch that for now! Maybe next year nshallah if I’m alive!

It just pisses me off when people don’t wanna hire pregnant women because they think we’ll be whining all the time, taking medical leaves, complaining from morning sickness blah blah blah! Well, guess what? It’s not the same case with every pregnant women out there! I can take working long hrs, waking up in the morning & heading to work in the heat & i can also attend events or outdoor meetings! I’m completely capable of doing many things as I’m having the best pregnancy ever (El7mdellah). So it’s really sad having people with such close minds!

I’m just pissed, upset, sad, and angry at our world!

I’m useless for now …

P.S. If you need any help in anything, plz email at any hour of the day/night! I’ll be glued to my pc until further notice!

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12 thoughts on “A Useless Soul Living Among Us

  1. Aw! I feel the same I just graduated from the us. My parents live here so I moved too. Not having to speak arabic I’m having so much difficulty:( finding a job!
    Good luck.

  2. Allah ekoon bl 3oon, what I would suggest is probably finding a free lancing job something you can do just to get some extra cash here and there or writing for those magazines at least.

    • I know, i thought about it! I cut one relationship with one of the magazines u know who & others pay shit for a whatever article you send them! but i might search for other options! nshallah thoon!

  3. Lol! 7abebty, take my advice, enjoy this peace while you can. Say goodbye to hot cups of chai, long baths, long lie ins, and freedom… Once your little one arrives, you won’t have time to breathe……. ๐Ÿ˜€

    Take the time to be as LAZY and COMFORTABLE and RELAXED as you can!

    I don’t remember the last time I got more than 3/4 hours straight or even a nice long bath ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

    • hehe i know, i dont hv an idea of whats to come bs nshallah i’ll be ready! Anyways, im a very active person, i love to work! That’s why i hate staying at home sleeping, eating & waiting for the baby to move ๐Ÿ˜›

  4. 7amood

    What you are doing is 10x than any job in the world.

    You are preparing to become a mother, and you might feel useless now, but trust me, when little 7amood (kaifich I have already named him!) arrives you will be busier than ever.

    My mom is a stay at home mom, she quit her job when she got married, and I would not have had it any other way.

    Allah ykoon fe 3onich.

    • LOL the baby is not a he yet & 7amood is out of the question ๐Ÿ™‚

      allah y5aleeha lekom nshallah, that’s a huge sacrifice ๐Ÿ˜€

  5. F

    Why don’t you volunteer somewhere? Granted, it won’t be a money-maker but it might fill your time & your heart especially if you volunteer someplace meaningful to you. Just an idea…

    • hhhmmm, that’s smth I havnt thought about! it’s actually a good idea! thank u ๐Ÿ™‚

  6. girlita

    ู„ูŠุด ู…ุงุชู‚ุฏู…ูŠู† ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ู…ุณุฑุญูŠู† ุฑูˆุญูŠ ุฏุนู… ุงู„ุนู…ุงู„ู‡ ูˆู‚ุฏู…ูŠ ูˆุงู‡ู… ุฑุงุญ ูŠุฏูˆุฑูˆู„ุฌ ุนู„ู‰ ูˆุธูŠูู‡ ูˆุฎู„ุงู„ ู‡ุงู„ูุชุฑู‡ ุฑุงุญ ูŠู…ุดูŠู„ุฌ ู…ุนุงุด

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