Have you ever felt like this … A useless soul living in this world sucking the air from other people who are struggling to have it? Well, that’s exactly my feeling these days!
Not having a job, not even a part time job can make you feel like that. Sleeping, eating, going out, doing nothing useful at all, all the time can be really frustrating. My mind is about to stop functioning!
Some of you will say, why don’t you start a project or a business! Yes I thought about that, but business needs alot of money, a big budget, and you have to have a backup plan (job) which I don’t. So scratch that for now! Maybe next year nshallah if I’m alive!
It just pisses me off when people don’t wanna hire pregnant women because they think we’ll be whining all the time, taking medical leaves, complaining from morning sickness blah blah blah! Well, guess what? It’s not the same case with every pregnant women out there! I can take working long hrs, waking up in the morning & heading to work in the heat & i can also attend events or outdoor meetings! I’m completely capable of doing many things as I’m having the best pregnancy ever (El7mdellah). So it’s really sad having people with such close minds!
I’m just pissed, upset, sad, and angry at our world!
I’m useless for now …
P.S. If you need any help in anything, plz email at any hour of the day/night! I’ll be glued to my pc until further notice!