You know which kind of people I hate? They are the ones who talk & talk & talk showing off that they’re very important individuals in this life when they’re actually lower than you, whether financialy or socially. I mean, why would you say things about yourself that are not true? Why would you say you’ll do things that you won’t do? Why would you say you won’t do such things when you know exactly that you’ll end up doing them? Why lie to people?
I get life is not easy, you are born living a certain life but things turn upside down in the middle of the road & you kinda get depressed and embarrassed of what you have & don’t have. I get that you sometimes wish you have the life of certain people living around you & you wanna be just like them but this just cannot be!
Why can’t people be content, make peace with their life, accept it as it is & continue living with what you have. Trust me, Allah gave you something very precious which you cannot decide what is it until you lose it!, and then you’ll know what you’ve been blessed with. If something is delayed then it’s for your own good, if something isn;t happening then it’s for your own sake, if you don’t end up with the life you’ve always dreamed of then that’s because a better life awaits you, whether on earth or in heaven.
I’ve always believed that if you’re content with what you have, then you’ll get more in a short notice. If you accept the little money that you gain, then Allah will bless you with more, in a way or another! You’ll end up with something really good & pleasant. But don’t be greedy, don’t pretend you have the perfect life when you don’t, don’t pretend you’re something big when you’re just an ordinary individual, don’t be jealous of what other people have. Wish them the best, it will get back to you. Wish for a better life, better opportunities, you’ll get it when the time is right.
Be content & admit what you are, what you have . . . Don’t be embarrassed, this is your life & this is how you’re destined to live . . . accept it, accept your life & you’ll have a peace of mind!