Not long ago, I knew I was pregnant! Exactly 10 days ago (26th of September) 4 weeks pregnant. I was very very happy & excited. I’m gonna be a mother! So i did the routine tests! My Dr. Pauline suggested i do the hCG blood test to make sure that the pregnancy is nromal & the baby is growing in th right way! To my luck, my hCG level wasn’t doubling! It’s supposed to double every 2 days in the first 9 weeks of the pregnancy, but mine weren’t! They were “slow rising”! The Dr. asked me if there is no bleeding or abdominal pain, told her everything is fine & I was scheduled to meet her next Saturday (8th of Oct).
Last night (5 weeks pregnant), I had a severe abdominal pain! & I couldn’t handle it & then a sharp pain started to kick in my back! Husband took me to Alsabah ER (they really should bomb that hospital along with the Doctors inside & nurses). Did some tests & the result was; There’s no baby, it’s gone, I’ve lost it!
My due date was supposed to be on June 6th 2012! We already picked the names for both sexes! But I guess it wasn’t meant to be! Til, now, I can’t stop crying! Husband, sister, aunts & friends keep saying; “it wasn’t meant to be, it wasn’t gonna be a healthy baby! Just thank god it came out in an early stage or else you would have suffered” but it hurst.
Allah y3aweth ya rb!
اللهم لا اعتراض، بك امنت و عليك توكلت