How can people be so heartless, deceptive, liars, manipulative with 2 faces?! Sometimes i wish I can be that to avoid all the pain, the hurt, and the suffering! But I just can’t do it! I hvnt been raised to be like that and I know am a better person than those bastards but why do I always do the same mistake?!
I used to hv problems with trust and friendship! It took me 3 yrs to admit that Dodo & Wawa are my best friends and extra 2 yrs to open up and pour my heart out! i was right in my choices I’ve made when I was younger! But when you thing you get older & wiser, you get dumber & dumber! Thinking that I can know people from their behavior n attitude! and I can know who is good and who is evil but not all the time! Some people are very skilled and experienced in being deceptive & liars! They know how to trick you in gaining your trust and actually you believe them and trust them with your heart, until a moment comes where you realize they are not what you hv been seeing, or expecting! and that it’s all been a huge lie!
Why do I get myself in such situations?! Am I that naive?! Oh no, I don’t think so! It’s because I tend to think the best of people not the worst! and be a better person and treat them well! i think i should stick to my values and standards and never trust people that easy!
